back from the chalet...
back from the chalet... i got to admit... i'm not easy to be ard nowadays... think i'm holding too much inside or maybe juz tt i'm pms-ing... i dunno... but i get very irritated very easily... i thank jia yan for sticking by me, to let me niam... seriously, not alot of ppl can let me niam one... xiao xin and rosanne are the only other ppl tt let me niam... to juz let me juz talk on and on abt tt thing tt is bothering me... cos i can really go on when i wan to... normally, i'll juz let things passed... nowadays, i dun care... yes i'm truthy selfish... i juz strike back when i'm provoked... i still try to control my temper... most ppl can't tell if i'm angry... but pls dun try to direct me... i really can't stand tt now... u may ask, i may do... but only if i wan to... when i'm feeling better u can direct me if u wan... but not now... stop trying to make me feel guilty... cos i'm not capable of tt now... given my heck care mentality now... i'll only feel tt u are trying to pissed me off... okie... enough abt the stupid stuff tt is going on in my brain...
the chalet went well i think... cos i didn't scream at any one... but then i lost my voice on the 2nd day liao... cannot scream even if i wan... the food was GREAT... as expected from yy... di pan went too!!! long time no see him already... 3 yrs or so ba... he funny and can tolerate me... haha... we had fun wif the fire... arm aching now... jia yan went wif me from boon lay to pasir ris... long long journey... thanks so much... chu reached there to entertain us wif her phone call... haha... played some cards, talked, watched movies, played ps2... the usual stuff... but we had fun... we ate strudels!!! yeah!!! yum... had peach and apple... left after eating and finally clearing my "debts"... now at least i dun own anyone any money... haf to start to save again... i'm seriously TOTALLY broke! hai... luckily no one having birthday tt soon... phew... haf to go do tutorial now... am lagging... damn... why do i feel so stress tis sem???

































