Sunday, June 12, 2005

the one and only time i'm blogging abt tis...

this is likely the one and only time tt i'm going to blog abt tis... that is my relationship wif a certain person... i once told u guys i will not blog abt him de... cos i didn't wan to share... but i broke off wif him today... and i thought if i dun begin the least i can do is to end it... think most of u who read my blog know who he is... in the first place i know tt this relationship is unlikely to last long... which is why i didn't wan to tell most of u in the first place... i told every one tt our relationship from the beginning is close to a break up... him and me... our character is too different from each other... he is too layed back and me? i juz wan to get things done... i normally dun get physically close to ppl from the get go... he likes to... he likes to be spontaneous and i like to at the very least haf a plan... i stick by wat i've decided... i dun think he likes to decide at all... his heart and brain are both not wif me... i really can't be bothered abt it... i'm some one who needs alot of attention... he doesn't give me enough... we both dun haf time for each other... we juz cannot find time.... he wants to break up wif me ( i feel) and so i break up wif him... and so it is done...

i really dunno why i decided to start in the first place... i can only say tt i was most prob under too much stress during exams that i cannot think properly... it was the period of time tt my blog were filled wif confusion and i was being really really weird wif the stuff i was replying... haha... moral of story... dun try to make sense of anything i'm doing during the exam period... cos it is likely to be nonsense... cos my whole brain is taken over by bio informations... it is juz not logically any more... one thing i can tell u... i'm not a person who looks back on things... if i ever give up on a person, it is done liao... i dun go back any more de... at our rate, we most prob not going to keep in contact le ba... *shrugs* can't be bothered... lalalalala... truely really free now... hehe...