maturity...

juz read chu's blog... was inspired to write this here, cos the tagboard is a little small to write on... haha... the topic today? maturity...

have had complains from guys too tt i shd grow up or be more mature... i dun see wat's wrong wif me now... if i behave immature at times, i suspect it was provoked by the person i'm talking to or wif at tt time... i dun juz behave immature like tt w/o any thought lor... most of the time the other party is the one tt starts being immature abt things, then i deal wif it by going down to their level... hoping tt it will make it easier for them to understand... most of the time, the other party is a guy... wat is immature anyway??? like chu said, i dun think there is a correct defination...

i dun think watching cartoon is childish behaviour... of cos it depends on the cartoon... i dun watch powerpuff girls, simply b'cos i think it is lame and doesn't haf any meaning to it... except tt the powerpuff girls always win... lots of "adults" watch cartoons and animes... who do u think brings the kids to the cinema to watch the lion kings, nemo and madagascar? heck, the ppl making them are adults themselves... are they childish? i dun think so... i think it reflects on their ability to dream and hope... gd for them... at least they still haf tt...

i happen to like the way i am... thank you very much...

and chu is also rite abt the fact tt only guys complain to me tt i'm immature or short or haf any thing wrong wif me... i happen to like the fact tt i'll b an very unlikely candidate to get stuck by lightning... wat's wrong wif tt? how "mature" are these guys anyway? who are they to complain?

i know this entry is not mature by certain ppl's standards... but then before u ask some one else to change... why dun u think abt yourself first and see if u r all tt "mature" urself? why shd i change to suit u? when it is u tt haf a problem suiting me...

me...

Hippie You are 42% Rational, 57% Extroverted, 0% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.

You are the Hippie! Characterized by a strong sense of extroversion, irrationality, gentleness, and humility, you no doubt frolic through fields preaching peace and love to all! You are probably either very spiritual or needlessly paranoid about "the man", like most hippies, as a result of your focus on intuition and feelings over cold, brutal logic. You are also very, very social. And like any hippie, who would have no qualms about hitchiking across the country just to meet some interesting people, you too love to interact with others, even complete strangers. Because we know most any hippie is peace-loving and humble, it stands to reason that you, as well, are terribly gentle and humble, almost to the point of revulsion. Your carefree attitude of peace and harmony is probably very, very sickening to realists or cynics or anyone who isn't a hippie, to tell the truth. In short, your personality is defective because you are overly emotional, extroverted, gentle, and humble--thus making you an annoying hippie. And you listen to psychadelic rock and smoke a whole lot of pot. Okay, maybe not, but I wouldn't be surprised if you did. To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted. 3. You are more GENTLE than brutal. 4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Sociopath. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Televangelist, and the Robot. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 24% on Rationality You scored higher than 59% on Extroversion You scored higher than 0% on Brutality You scored higher than 21% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid

yesterday and today...

INITIAL D ROCKS!!! it is the BEST movie i've seen this yr... haha...

okie... i'll try to blog in sequence... but it's juz so hard wif initial D's theme song playing and playing... haha...

sunday, i woke up early cos pa and my bro wants to go out... so i went wif them... after settling some stuff wif pa and bro... we went to westmall... ate at mayim... haha... it's been long since i've been there... YEAH!!! i love the durian puff... the xiao long bao and the guo tie... yum dim sum!!! life is gd... niway, after tt i went to library to wait for bro and pa... cos they went to watch batman begins... i watched already... so no pt... been long since i step into a library... ever since the beginning of holiday... and tt was abt 2 months ago... missed it... found LOTS of tamora pierce's books and L.J smith... most of the tamora pierce books i read liao... although they are worth rereading... but i dun haf space... cos i wanted to borrow other books too... borrowed 3 of L.J Smith's books... so happy!!! love tamora pierce's and L.J. Smith's books... i really dun understand why they are not as popular as, if not more than, Harry potter... they are seriously better... niway, gk called me when i was reading thru one of the books... she was at my home front door wif yy... oh dear... hahaha... can't help u there... so she came down westmall to find me... looked for some books on tourism... pa called and i went to go find him... bought ice cream on the way to the car... black sesame!!! yeah!!!

after tt went to warren... but think i ate too much liao... everytime i tried to swim a little faster, i got stitches... hai... niway, i managed the 30 laps tt i planned... hai... wanted to go for more if possible... but cannot... bathed and got my bro out of the pool... read a litle... and then went off to lot1 to walk ard looking at bags... ended up at the library the 2nd time in the day... borrowed another L.J smith book... YEAH!!! HAPPY!!! i'm on the 4th book now... lalalalalala... ate at pizza hut wif gk, pa, my maid and bro... bro was being stubborn... niway, got gk hock on the L.J. smith book i was reading... her books are really gd de!!! haha... after tt, gk went home... and we ended up in NTUC... bought some stuff and went home...

today!!! today was eventful!!! went to lot1 (ya, again) to eat suki sushi lunch buffet.. NICE... i like the fact tt they haf lobster... haha... went wif qiqi and aunty tegami... we talked some... but mostly we enjoyed the food... yum!!! after tt we got some time before the movie at 4.40pm... and i wanted to go home to slp... so they ended up at my house... i slept... they read comics... haha.... niway, after tt went westmall... watch initial D!!! damn cool show... the cast itself is already cool enough to make u drool... i love ppl who are zhuai (3)... i think it is really shuai... hahaha... but they can afford to be zhuai u see... cos they r gd at wat they do... haha... it was funny from beginning to end... huang qiu shen is really funny!!! haha... can slp anywhere any time and once he slp he doesn't wake easily... haha... fall down stairs and still aslp... but tt's not the best part... his head was bleeding from it and he still didn't feel a thing and carry on sleeping... best liao... haha... the show will have u rooting for Jay whether u wan to or not... hahaha... he's funny in a sort of quiet way... haha... love the way he juz stone there for one whole day cos the girl he likes kissed him.. haha... and i mean STONE... feel like buying the vcd when it comes out... love the show!!!!! EVERYONE MUZ WATCH!!!

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一路向北 (《头文字D》电影插曲)
歌手：周杰伦

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後视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别 你转身向背 侧脸还是很美 我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会 你站的方位 跟我中间隔著泪 街景一直在後退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎

我一路向北 离开有你的季节 你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁 风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对 细数惭愧 我伤你几回

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lalalalalalala...

lalalalalalalalala... it always feels gd to win... haha...

if anyone of u guys see me on msn u will know tt tt is my nick rite now... haha... wanna know why? haha... i'm telling u anyway... lalalalalala... yesterday was one of the days when i didn't eat my insanity medicine... haha... go ard disturbing ppl on msn late at nite...

was talking to mr soon lee... dun remember wat happened... but hor... he call me crazy leh... of cos i can't juz take his "abuse" mah... so i begin my crusade to no get angry and win the fight of words... lalalalalalala... let's juz say he got so angry he didn't wan to talk to me liao... and then hor say dun wan to talk to me still talk to me woh.. hahaha... so i say him lor... then he went offline completely.. haha... the poor thing... wan to win me in my insane mode? lalalalalala... need training lor... did i mention i'm the vice president of the Super Evil Club (SEC)??? of cos i need to be evil... or else how to face my members??? so how? wan to fight round 2 anytime soon???

ktv wif the hy, angel and wataru!

YEAH!!! had fun yesterday!!! hahaha...

let's start at the beginning... i was late... haha... was supposed to be on the 190 bus by 1pm... but i was waiting for the 300 bus at 1pm and i missed it some more... so i no choose but haf to wait for the next one... by the time i got to the station juz nice to catch the 1:25 bus... lucky... i told hy and angel to go ahead liao... but hy wanted to eat lunch ah... so he waited for me... and met angel on the way to wait together for me... not my fault hor!!! niway, we reached the orchard mrt bus stop... and angel said to get down... me and hy juz blur blur follow... but we are going to cineleisure leh!!! shd be the next bus stop... wah!!! so far away!!! tian ah... my poor feet!!! cos i wore high heels yesterday... hehe... and angel was practically running... lesson learnt... wear high heels juz walk like a person shd... niway, we finally reached cineleisure and we can't find wataru... so we went up first... went to the 8th floor kbox... miss green ah... can we pls go to the cck branch next time? it's so much cheaper lor!!! and kbox does haf more chinese songs... many apologies to wataru for the hard task of finding the jap songs... sorry!!! hahaha...

niway, wataru finally came in after awhile... we already started singing... haha... long time no see him too... but him and me dun really talk de... but we had lots of fun bullying angel yesterday... haha... yeah! *high five* got to hear wataru and hongyi sing... it's a interesting experience... haha... they both got pretty nice voice... haha... wataru sings the old old jap songs... haha... lion heart some more... haha... but we got the privated version as usual... haha... damn funny... haha... too bad we got 3 chinese and the chinese songs are indeed easier to find... haha... so we ended up singing alot... or angel ended up singing alot... hahaha... cos i try to let hongyi sing... haha... niway, wataru did get bored... haha... sorry we are not entertaining enough... but we did find some funny english songs... like the spice girl's 2 become 1... but we didn't sing it lah... haha... juz put in for fun... hongyi can sing de... juz tt he dun listen to chinese songs often... so he dunno alot of the songs... but he catch up very fast... gd job! hahaa... angel got to solo alot... haha... and we kept ejecting her songs... haha... hehe... she really likes wu yue tian alot... a pity we couldn't find energy's new songs... it's supposed to be there de... but we looked and looked and can't find it.... *shrugs* next time then...

after tt, angel had to go home for dinner... but i stayed wif the guys to eat dinner... haha... talk some... it's actually very fun to talk to wataru... haha... i tried the korean food there... it was pretty gd... cos i ate very thing up... yum! hongyi and wataru both had some malay food ba... not really sure... haha... i juz remembered chicken and coloured rice... niway, we left and walked to the orchard mrt station to take mrt home... along the way, i saw SALE everywhere... but i didn't really stop to see... haha... wataru was saying tt i can ah... at most they help me hold all the stuff i wanna buy and say, yes madam... glad to help u... haha... will feel damn shiok... haha... but i turn him down lah... i no much money to shop anyway... haha... wait till my mom gets back... hahaha... then i'll go shopping... lalalalalala... had to turn down alot of things for her... but she's only back once a month... hai... so yeah... need to spend time wif her... niway, we walked through wisma and decided to take the mrt tt goes through woodlands home... dunnit to change mrt mah.. and none of us mind the longer distance... we played wif hongyi's phone, wataru's new mp3... he got the new zen neon!!! damn nice... but he says it's harder to control then my zen micro... *smile* still likes think the zen neon is zhai though... niway, hongyi was fooling ard yesterday... haha... keep on disturbing wataru.... haha... i sat btn the 2 of them... haha... feel threatened... haha... helped wataru bully hongyi... haha... i think i talked to wataru yesterday then i did the whole of the 2 yr we were classmates... hahaha... think he is a great guy... =) got to see the playful side of hongyi too... haha...

a day well spend... lalalalalalalala... so when we going out again??? hahaha...

MIA-ing...

damn... my com hang juz when i was going to complete this entry... got to retype everything again... hai... nvm...

here goes... nothing much happened following the 16th... i mean the friday and the sat...

though i did got to lilian's 21st birthday on the 18th... thanks girl for inviting me... had fun!!! haha... long time no see her liao.... saw jean and xiu wei there too!!! haha... those 2 really LONG time no see liao... haha.. talk to them the whole time i was there... which wasn't long... but still we managed to catch up wif each other... the food was prepared by lilian and her mom... they were great!!! had fun eating... haha... the birthday cake was a triple layer cheese cake from secret recipes... i love the chocolate layer... it was great... walk xiu wei down and went home after tt...

19th, the fathers' day was not spend wif my pa at all... cos he got to work... can u imagine??? working on fathers' day... haha... niway, my bro, my maid, grandma, uncle, his wife, my cousin, the small one and me went warren for their family day... bought some things there... a bag... $16 i like the simple design... a IQ puzzle for $3.50... it's a pretty interesting one... haha... it's actually quite simple... but i can't solve it at all... later i'll tell u guys how i solved it in the end... haha... niway, bought a sea shell belt for $3.50 and a bracelet for only $1... yeah!!! had fun... the food there was pretty gd too... i had popcorns, chicken wing, chocolate ice cream, po pian, ice kachang and german sauage... the german sauage is the best!!! ichiban suki desu!!! the host was very entertaining... haha... after tt, i insisted on going to the suki sushi at lot1 to eat...haha... muz thank my uncle for treating us... haha... went back a full girl...

mon, went swimming at a extremely early time of 8.30am... and geok geok was already there... i rather like the bt batok pool... cos not much ppl... so i swan and i swan and yeah!!! 40 laps... been some time since i swan tt much... but it was fun!!! yeah!!! haha... love swimming... every 10 laps (my one) me and geok will go put on more sun tan oil... haha... spf 4 only leh... wat u expect? haha... but it does work lah... i am indeed darker liao... haha... thanks geok geok... haha... my dear geok geok only swan 12 laps in all... and she tells me it's worse than wushi training... i gave her the "huh? u got to be crazy" look... haha... but then, different muscle grp ba... oh ya... the IQ puzzle, geok geok help me solve half of it till she got stuck and then i took over... it's really very simple de... haha... ai yo... cos i can't turn my head ard it at first mah... lend u guys next time... it's wif xiao xin now... haha... bought a new waterbottle... love it!!! it's white!!! and some cookies from my fav cookie store at westmall... yum yum... ate at BK wif geok geok's kare... haha... i can only say it was a amusing meal when we talk, he keeps quiet... haha... and the opposite is true too... went home after tt...

tues, went for meeting... 1pm to 7pm... was very tired and hungry after tt... cos whole day didn't eat... went to jp to grab a bite and buy my comics... yeah!!! went home after tt...

wed, went to lot 1 at 6pm to meet xiao xin... ate the new long john's spicy lemon breaded fish... pretty nice!!! yeah!!! after went to watch batman begins... it's a pretty gd show... where there are plenty of touching and funny parts... esp when alferd is involved... haha... till then, try not to land on ur head, sir... haha... and the scene tt had everyone in the cinema wincing wif bruce... haha... if not for the plot, the scenary is really breath taking too... haha... i love his castle... very inpressed... after the show, went ard lot 1 walk walk and found this new store wif new clothes... bought a blouse... pink!!! haha... so not my style... but well... no bf mah... haf to find... so haf to be more feminine lor... hahaha... no lah... joking only... the blouse is pretty!!! love it so much... tt's why i bought it... might wear it tmr for angel to see... haha... might... we'll see... got myself a sotong nugget to accompany me home...

thurs ( today or yesterday seeing tt it is 1am now) went out wif gk and james... was supposed to go swimming... but in the end i can't find gk in time... so it was really late liao... so we went mac to sit and drink... i had orange!!! yum... haha... talk some abt sch and camps... asked james whether he read the da vinci code... he help me cleared some doubts... i really appreciate it... but then, regardless, i do so believe in God de... cos He has been ard for me and i'll always stick by Him... went shopping after tt... giodarno was having sale... got myself a yellow top and a white belt... yeah!!! finally bought the belt liao... been waiting for a sale on the belt for some time liao... so happy now... bought gk to go see the store i was talking abt... but we didn't get anything... went watsons and got myself a new facial scrub... yeah!!! will try it later... apricot de... haha... gk got saline solution and the st ives body scrub... after tt went to my place to help her try on the contacts for the first time... we took a grand total of 30 mins... which is ok lah for a first try... jia you gk!!! haha... sent her home after tt... while i've been blogging since then... hai... previous version of this entry is much longer... wif all the details.. but can lah... i dun feel like adding anything else le... finally done... better publish this fast before ppl start nagging at me to blog again... hahahaa...

qiqi and aunty tegami came over...

yeah~!!! got 3 comments yesterday!!! so happy!!!

niway, yesterday qiqi, aunty tegami and her sis came over to my house... haha.... think they called twice yesterday... but i slept at 4.30am the nite before... so at 1+ 2pm then i woke up... haha... they were so scared tt i would not be awake by then... haha...

niway, we had a mini picnic... qiqi brought 2 pack of chocolate chip cookie from the westmall basement store... i like it the cookies from tt store alot... the black one is nicer!!! haha... more chocolatey... yum yum... qiqi also brought vodka for us to try... tegami's sis of cos didn't try... think i only drank a bit... so it was sweet for me... 40% alcohol leh!!! i dun wan to be drunk.... haha... they keep telling me to go back to slp if i wan to... haha...

aunty tegami brough ma mee, sprite and chicken from the shi lin ye shi from the lot 1 basement... yum yum... i like the chicken alot!!! i broke out the sake and moichi tt hongyi bought for me... yap! the peanut is still the nicest... cos it smells really nice and u can smell it from far away... i like the sesame one too... lalalala... thanks hongyi!!!

they read my comics while i started reading the love stories tt aunty tegami lend me... haha... surrounded by love now... very sweet and funny stories... haha... got one is a little sad too... but the ending is always nice... =) i like happy endings... i wonder where can i find my happy ending??? hmmm... haf to haf patience i guess.... hahaha....

niway, i made a recent discovery... if one talks on the phone for too long, it is possible tt one's (mine) hand will cramp... hahaha... i didn't tell u before rite hongyi? the last 2 times i talked to u till my hand cramp leh!!! first time lor... think i muz really be old liao... haha... muz be cos i didn't change hands tt's why... hmmm... haha... back to my love stories again... hehe... lalalalalala...

long men dim sum buffet...

went to long men yesterday wif qiqi... aunty tegami was supposed to go too... but she last min cannot make it, due to some family problems... niway, went wif qiqi to the habour front branch... very long nvr talk to qiqi le... so we spend some time catching up wif each other's latest happenings... she told me some abt the china de shi... i dun remember wat i told her... haha... u guys know abt my memory de... cannot make it... reached habour front...

i've been there last yr when we were preparing for the FOC last yr... but then it wasn't completely done yet... it's done now and it looks very big and spacous at first... walk ard a little and then went off to find the fourth floor... luckily yy told me tt the restaurant was on the 4th floor and is facing the carpark... or else we would be lost le... it's rather unique tt they put the restaurant in the carpark, away from the main shopping center... haha... there were sign boards... i walk up to the one tt's not open and i look at the white wall and i asked qiqi how to open the door... cos it looks solid to me... actually i was half expecting it to open by itself... haha... qiqi went, " it's a wall!!! cannot open de!!!" hahaha... and i'm like huh??? so how to go in??? haha... i finally look across the carpark and found the other entrance tt is open...

found our way in... the decor is pretty nice in there... i like the ceiling... a pity i dun haf camera or i'll show u guys... it's pretty dreamy... sat down and looked at the menu... no xiao long bao... disappointed... but it still looks like there is alot of food to try... initially i wanted to juz take one of each on the list... till i realised only got qiqi and me... die if cannot finished... we still ordered alot though... qiqi ate most of them... i was quite full by the time half the dishes were there... haha... i rather like the green tea buns with lotus paste and the glutinous rice bag with abalone sauce... the chicken roll was gd too... actually the food is rather nice... juz the deep fried sweet lotus puff is a little sticky... other than tt, the food was rather gd... definately worth the money we spend on the buffet...

after tt we went downstairs and had new zealand natural ice cream... was craving for lime and lemon sorbat... had an extra scoop of apple... i like the the lime and lemon!!! really gd for a warm day... so sour!!! i like!!! the apple was gd la... but i like the lime and lemon more... haha... the cone smells very nice too!!! haha... qiqi had the berry and some thing wif alot of fruits... haha... dun remember liao.... the name too long... we talked and walked ard the place... almost went to take cruise... haha... but didn't bring passport.... haha... the cable car were too far too... so we didn't go look... like tourist like tt... went back to cck after tt to meet aunty tegami...

played wif qiqi's hp along the way... i like the bubble game on the samsung's hp... haha... qiqi's high score rather high... and i dun haf time to play, ended one game by accident... hai... next time then... went giodano to buy pants... found one tt the three of us think quite nice de... haha... bought it at 40% discount!!! wah... so happy!!! can't find the water bottle tt i wan... haha... qiqi and aunty tegami thinks tt the bottle is too X liao... and i can't find the colour i wan... so in the end didn't get it... sad!!! went to take neoprint at the shop upstairs... been long since i did some thing like tt... haha... the machines got more interesting!!! haha... we had fun!!! the words all in jap... we are like," quick! quick! change!!!" btn each photos... and we get to edit the photos after tt... though dun haf enough time... haha... they are rather nice... wan to bring everyone to go take now... haha... tanoshi kata desu!!!

went to aunty tegami's house after tt... watched the last episode of li jia yu song... the jap show i was raving abt some time back... it is really nice de!!! the story a little slow but the plot is really nice... if u got chance muz watch it... scan some photos and borrowed lots of books... haha... aunty tegami got lots of novels and comics at her hse!!! i borrowed alot... hehe... went home after tt...

lastly i wanna say, thanks everyone for asking.... i know my nick sounds very sad... it's from the energy new song tt i like alot!!! so i'm really ok... not upset or anything... ie, normal la... but then it is normally hard to affect me at all... haha...

ooo... and hor!!! u guys dun leave me msgs here anymore... i very sad leh!!! i know i'm on msn more now... but hor i still like to see comments and msgs here de lor!!! or else how i know u guys read liao??? like mr TAN soon lee... juz know tt he reads only... so leave me msgs k???

singaporean blogger

got tis off daphne's blog... it sounds interesting and i'm bored... haha... so i went to do it...

Congratulations crystal, you are...

Scarlett Ting of joewei.blogspot.com

You are independent, smart and beautiful. Its too bad you don't see that yourself because life's little difficulties brought down a lot of your self confidence. As a result, you talk cryptic and you don't trust people easily. You care a lot for your friends and your loved ones, sometimes even more than you care for yourself, although they don't always seem to appreciate it. Don't let that affect you. As the saying goes, you don't miss the water till the well runs dry. So hang in there, you're a star in the making.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

i agree tt i dun see myself as independent, smart and beautiful... but tt's cos i'm not! haha... simple rite? i dun trust ppl easily mah? maybe a little ba... i dunno abt the rest.... wat do u say?

the girls!!!

went kbox at jurong wif gk, yy, jia yan and chu today... as usual, we had fun when we are together... haha... if u ever go to ktv wif gk, yy and me, u will get the weirdest songs under the sun... seriously... i thought tt geok geok was extreme liao.. today... haha... gk managed to find songs tt i've nvr heard before... i dun even remember title... and jia yan so happily singing wif her... haha... tian ah!!! haha... we sang songs like feng yang hua gu and tt's tame liao... haha... we all stood up for YMCA!!! we did all the actions... haha... yeah!! nice song!!! songs like speedy gonzales (tian ah!!!) haha.... i can only sing de lalalalalala... haha... the rest of the song i dun even think i heard before... got xi shui cang liu also... tt one i dun mind... haha... we sang rang ni ma ma new yi xia and da yan jing... haha...

u will realised tt if u go ktv wif different ppl, u sing different songs de.. haha... jia yan likes jay zhou alot so we got more than 3 whole pages of jay zhou songs!!! sing till i bored of jay zhou... u go wif xiao xin, u will end up wif all the stephanie sun songs... today i only sang 3 of her's... haha... we sang tons of S.H.E. also today... oh!!! xiao xin i know tt MTV tt u asked me abt le... i suddenly remember today the one tt u were asking abt... but i forgot the song again... hehe... will remember if i see it de... pressed lots of deng li jun... in the end all i sing de... who was the one who wanted it ah??? *looks at the gk photo on my msn( the one wif the wat???)*

niway, we ate at je after tt and walked ard some more before going to popular and now i'm home!!! yeah!!! going off now... nite!!!

the one and only time i'm blogging abt tis...

this is likely the one and only time tt i'm going to blog abt tis... that is my relationship wif a certain person... i once told u guys i will not blog abt him de... cos i didn't wan to share... but i broke off wif him today... and i thought if i dun begin the least i can do is to end it... think most of u who read my blog know who he is... in the first place i know tt this relationship is unlikely to last long... which is why i didn't wan to tell most of u in the first place... i told every one tt our relationship from the beginning is close to a break up... him and me... our character is too different from each other... he is too layed back and me? i juz wan to get things done... i normally dun get physically close to ppl from the get go... he likes to... he likes to be spontaneous and i like to at the very least haf a plan... i stick by wat i've decided... i dun think he likes to decide at all... his heart and brain are both not wif me... i really can't be bothered abt it... i'm some one who needs alot of attention... he doesn't give me enough... we both dun haf time for each other... we juz cannot find time.... he wants to break up wif me ( i feel) and so i break up wif him... and so it is done...

i really dunno why i decided to start in the first place... i can only say tt i was most prob under too much stress during exams that i cannot think properly... it was the period of time tt my blog were filled wif confusion and i was being really really weird wif the stuff i was replying... haha... moral of story... dun try to make sense of anything i'm doing during the exam period... cos it is likely to be nonsense... cos my whole brain is taken over by bio informations... it is juz not logically any more... one thing i can tell u... i'm not a person who looks back on things... if i ever give up on a person, it is done liao... i dun go back any more de... at our rate, we most prob not going to keep in contact le ba... *shrugs* can't be bothered... lalalalala... truely really free now... hehe...

mr and mrs smith...

yesterday was very busy...

woke up at 9am to call a big bird... (pern pern requested for morning call) found out tt he's a bear in the morning... haha... cos u only hear... *growl growl hmmm... growl growl...* when u talk to him over the phone in the morning... haha... it's very funny de... haha...

met hongyi, geok geok and pern pern for breakfast at mac at 10am... long time no eat breakfast at mac le... had hotcakes!!! my fav!!! pern pern also... geok geok and hongyi had the filet o fish... i'm like... eh... filet of fish in the morning??? but nvm... haha... pern pern likes to put lots of butter and syrup and pour it all over the hotcakes... looks so sweet!!! crap a lot and talk abt teaching... haha... geok geok, hongyi and pern pern all taught before... me? i'm juz lab tech... haha... easy life... took one class before... but only for exams... haha...

went off to watch mr and mrs smith... it's a damn funny show... i love the ending, though it doesn't tell us wat happened to them in the end, but we know they are together... haha... brad pitt goes," ask the sex question..." then he mouths to the counsellor "10" u shd see it to understand... actually juz watching the chemistry btn brad pitt and angelina jolin is worth the $$ cos it's so steamy lor... u can really feel it when they get at it... will feel embarrassed de... they are both so sexy... i nvr liked brad pitt before tis... now i think he's rather cute!! and sexy of cos... haha... not going to tell u anything, except tt it is damn nice... the music, action and emotions are all there and adds to the comedy... very nice show... i'll give it 4 stars...

after tt, walked home wif pern pern and geok geok came over for a while before going off to wushu... watched the zhi jing zhi dian... it wasn't tt great a show in the beginning... cos u get bored wif the dancing after a while of watching it continuously... but the emotions and story line cames out after a while... the whole show i like the person who played xiao yin's father the best... he is really gd... he carries the whole emotion of the show... i was really touched when he died... so sad!!! in the end u will like the show... it's pretty cool... tt and the dancing changes once in a while... i like it when aki dances... very jazz and smooth...

went to meeting at 5pm... i wore my nice slippers, very painful... really dressed up yesterday... make up and everything... haha... serene they all were like eyes open big big... haha... it was funny... so i wore jacket the whole time i was there... haha... then when we went out i didn't wan to take off the jacket... haha... and they went," tuo diao tuo diao tuo diao, wai tao tuo diao!!!" i'm like................... eventually i took it off la... went home at 9.30 like tt... didn't haf dinner... so xiao xin and her bf went wif me to jp to grab some bread first... reached home and continue to watch my zhi jing zhi dian... very very nice show!!! finished watching at 6am... hehe...

photos!!!

PHOTOS!!! I FINALLY GOT THEM!!!

i not going to upload everything... i uploaded some general ones and some interesting ones... if there are those tt u know were taken but is not on the link, ask me for them k? got to get from my relatives too... i'm missing the ones tt i took wif my sec sch friends wif the birthday cake de... and my relatives de... special thanks to xiao xin and karen for being my camera women of the day... w/o u guys where got pics?


in the beginning there were 2... haha... lori and my dino came over the earliest to help me set my new pit...


YEAH!!! the fire is going... a little too brightly...


food


food


more food!!!


oops!!! burn a hole in james' table!!! sorry james!!! haven't pay him back for it yet...


pointing out the hole to james... can u hear his heart break???


bbqing on the floor... the floor survived...


the first present i got in the day!!! witch hunter robin!!! it is on my recommanded list to watch liao... damn nice!! thanks pern pern for them...


pern pern and me!!!


the clover leaf necklace tt geok geok, audrey and dawnie bought for me...


hi5 move over... meet the insane 5!!!


(extreme back roll from left: michele, xiao xin, serene
back roll from left: lori, xiao bai
front: chang chang and me!!!)
my pals from uni... talk to them the most in uni liao...


my er mah feeding me dessert!!! haha.. i got 4 mahs now...


gk: wat??? (not a very gd advertisement for the food though... haha...)


poor gk wif her red face tt i'm holding...


after 3 times, finally a pic i can use... me and my dino, benny... hai... cursed... haha...


gk, me and jia yan... haha... karen taking photo...


wayming me and junjie...


every one eating...


jie jie me and my little cousin... so cute rite??? i know the bag u give together wif xiao xin they all le... i changed liao!!!


(back roll from left: xingyu, michele, junhui [xiao bai's bf]
front from left: angeline, me xiao bai and chang chang)
meet da mah on the far right bottom corner... haha... chang chang!!!


the oldest friend i haf there... janet... of all the ppl there i know her the longest...


(from top left: grace, me, yulei, pek yan
bottom from left: tegami and xiling)
jap ppl!!! haha... and grace, who goes home wif me...


my family... ma, pa, me and bro... haha...


does it feel like an indi movie???


the cake and me!!!


close up of cake... i wanna eat...


[extreme back roll: zhiwei (haha... tall mah...)
back roll from left: kimpern, james, benny, sean, lori, jiayan
front roll from left: karen, gk, me, daphne, geok geok, audrey]
the JC ppl... brought me the most laughter and carried me thru a long and hard period of my life...


the uni ppl... sharing the insane (wif all the profs and work) and interesting life i haf now... haha...

(back roll from left: karen and gk
front from left: chu, me and jia yan...)
my laughing buddies...


knife pls!!!!


waiting for knife... tt took long...


ma handing me knife...


starting to cut...


still cutting...


finally cutting thru... tt's one hard (literally) cake to cut...


trying to cut... but in the end, left it to my aunty to cut... haha... no skill...


final pose everybody!!!

the exams....

the exams...

hai... the paper... i can only say i didn't study for it.... cos i was too tempted by the witch hunter robin tt i ended up watching it instead of studying!!! hai... my fault... but it's such a cool anime!!! thanks pern pern for buying them for me...

niway, went to exams wif sleepy eyes... can't think at all... juz tried to finish the paper... but dunno how to do alot... hai... and the essay... hai... crapped thru it... haha... niway, think still can pass ba... got time to calculate...

went home to slp after tt... woke at 6.45pm to go to watch madagascar wif gabriel... he treated me to it... yeah!!! and popcorns too!!! haha... nice... walked ard some and talked to him before the movie... think it's been long since we met... but then we are always comfortable together... haha... cos we juz got so much to crap abt... haha... the movie was funny!!! haha... the lion was actually a little poor thing... haha... i mean he really needs meat mah... i can understand... i'm a carnivore... i need meat in my meals or i'll go mad... haha...

i love the penguins the best... haha... "u didn't see anything"..." juz smile and wave ppl!!!" haha... and they keep slapping each other... haha... " dun give me excuses!!! give me results!!! *slap slap slap slap*" (sorry i'm a sadist... haha...) but the best part was the rest of the animals from the zoo realised tt it is a jungle out there... everything is eating everything and they try to save the duckling... haha.. so cute!!! haha... i like the ending and the song... haha... " i like to move it move it!!! i like to MOVE IT!!!" haha... it's so cute!!! and the eh... squirrels? call them the new york giants... haha... damn funny... haha... like basketball match...

went to drink pure chocolate ice blend wif him later... haha... he treated me again!! wow!!! haha... sorry la... i poor student... sides, it was sort of like my birthday present... so i was happy... hehe... but i dun think i wanna go out wif gabriel often... or else i'll be fat!!!! juz look at wat he bought me... popcorns, pure chocolate ice blend and brownies!!! sinful... haha... okie... going to play liao!!! lalalala... freedom!!! nothing to do!!! yeah!!!

the presents...

the presents...

wanted to talk abt them... hehe... listing wat i got... was thinking of taking the photos but then think got alot... and no camera also kind of hard... eh... some of the presents i'm guessing de... cos i dun remember who got me wat... if no card, very hard to remember leh...

from xiao xin, lori, chang chang, xiao bai and serene, jiejie and meiling... now i know liao!!! haha... a pink bag and a pair of nice slipper... both i go choose wif her de... hehe... read back a few entries...

from gk, yy, jiayan, karen and chu... the norton internet protection package... u got to admit it's unique...

from audrey, geok geok and dawnie i got my four leaf clover necklace... it's really pretty... and i like the thought of wearing it...

from wayming, hongyi and angel... a pair of earrings... very nice!!! thanks wayming for choosing them... got 2 hp accessories also... very cute... haha...

from junjie a cup wif my surname on it... haha... u shd see it... it's really funny!!! haha...

from pern pern i got the witch hunter robin... 2 box sets some more leh!!! thanks thanks... it's not cheap i know... i really appreciate it... really!!!

from benny i got a lovely bracelet wif lots of silver and white hearts... i love it alot... it goes really well wif my new chocolate skin... hahaha...

from zheying i got his thoughts... i can only say it's confusing... haha...

from sean and james, and dunno who... i got a laptop sling bag.... haha... it was out of my plan but it is still sweet of them... and it's totally my style... haha...

from daphne and zhi wei i got a pair of earrings and eh... wat do u call it??? eh... accessories u put on ur arm... high up... cute...

from emmy i got 2 pair of earrings... one of them she made herself... it's so cool!!!

from xingyu, corrine and angeline (uni) i got a bracelet wif hearts and a pair of dangling earrings tt are really really cute... i mean it...

from michele i got hot chocolate mix.. haha... the girl knows me well... haha...

from grace i got home made biscults!!! they are really nice!!! grace u r really gd!!!

from tegami, grace, yulei, pek yan, qiqi and xiling i got a pearl necklace... it is so elegant... i love it alot...

from my mom's friends i got a diamond necklace...

from my youngest uncle another diamond necklace... i like the 2nd one better... haha... shhhhh....

from my little aunt i got earrings and a lock and key bracelet... it's really pretty and shiny...

from my 2nd uncle, i got a converse sling bag and a mark up kit... i played wif it today... haha... i had fun!!!

from my pa i got the beautiful birthday celebration... and my ma forgot to get me my "key"... haha... she said tt she will get it sooner or later... i guess since she is in taiwan it's later... haha...

think tt's all... tell me if i forgot u.... i dun think i did though...

FOC seniors camp...

wanted to blog abt my birthday de... but then i thought i'll follow sequence... sides i dun haf the photos from karen yet... so i thought i'll blog abt the seniors camp first... if any one was wondering why i was not wearing contacts on my birthday... well it was due to the camp... well tt and the listening test and oral...

from the beginning... wed i went to camp at a insane time of 7.30am... well it is insane for me la... was first to reach wif my junior... found serene there alone... and we didn't do anything much till 8.30am... was there studying for the oral and listening tt was the day after tt... was stuck at chapter 17... i also dun understand why... haha... then finally started... went to prepare for the pool games... but it started raining... and we ended up being delayed.... i studied again... let's juz say the game didn't went very well when we finally go thru it... but there was one game tt was very funny... the one where they were supposed to be on a float and push the opposite team off de... the float is so small lor... they haf to lay still on the float to be able to stay there... but how do u fight if u juz lay still??? so they haf to try to sit up... but they can't sit completely up... cos tt will put too much weight on the center and the float will be unstable... so they haf to do a half sit up... tt means tt after a while u will suffer from cramps after a while... which means u haf to support ur weight by laying side ways wif ur arms and look damn sei... haha... it was so funny!!! they fight till they cramp, we laugh till we cramp... haha... the girls wasn't tt bad... but the guys were really bad... haha... cos they were heavier... so it's really hard for them to balance on the float... u haf to be there to see it... the guys are trying so hard not to fall... haha...

i had fun wif the ard NTU games too... forcing them to eat the chilli bread... haha... champ is funny too... had fun talking to him... everybody likes to bully him... haha... cos he is so nice... the night games are ok too... kena water bombed... goodness... haha... went home tt day cos need to study for the oral and listening... so i didn't get much slp...

the listening was first... it was insane... the speed was so fast... i think i did really badly for it... especially the last segment... hai... but shd be able to pass... the oral was a little better.. but it was still bad... i keep forgetting the form tt the sensei was using... goodness lor!!! i said moichido a few times juz for the sensei to repeat the form she was using... sumimasen deshi ta sensei!!! she said tt i was gd after tt... but i think she tells everyone tt... and i really dun think i did well... i mean the 2nd qn and i pause for at least 30 seconds... definately not gd... niway, went to join the rest after tt... after tt was amazing race ard singapore.. but i didn't do tt... took a LONG ride ard singapore dropping off everyone and finally end up at changi at last on the back of a lorry... i can only say tt one shd bring along a pillow or some thing to sit on for a lorry ride... it is damn painful... had fun bullying edmond on the way wif champ and xiu wen... finally reached the resort... decorate the toliet... i wasn't scared till then... the toliet looks damn creepy... i can only say tt fright nite was damn sucessful... but poor champ was knocked on the head 3 times... poor thing... but other then tt it was gd... was dragged to eat supper wif the rest... was back at 5.30am and woke at 7am... goodness lor... so tired...

after tt was beach games... damn hot... was having headache... they can't find the paper i buried again.. i'm so sorry... it's my fault!!! i promise not to be so evil next time... really... kena water bombed again... tis time it was painful... i was a little pissed... then we went back to NTU... ate lunch there and went home... wanted to slp but mom was being irritating... so i fought wif her and cried... haha... throw tantrum... haha.... behaving like a kid lor... called xiao xin to complain... haha... it was funny now tt i think abt it... think it was cos i was really too tired liao... tt's why not feeling well... but after slp ok liao... was back to normal... i'll blog abt my birthday celebrations tmr... tired liao!!

12am... i officially 21 liao!!! haha...

thank you so much u guys!!!

thank you so much u guys!!!

thank you so much for coming u guys... it was fun!!! and of cos thanks for the presents too... so many!!! feel so xing fu to haf u guys ard me during my 21st birthday celebration... haha... am officially 21st liao... mixed feelings... feel so old liao... haha...

some highlights of the day...

went to get the table from james to put the bbq pit...

me, benny and lori set up our very first bbq pit from scratch... haha... it was interesting... rush ard trying to arrange the ppl... table got burn thru... was so sorry!!! am still sorry... james i will buy another table for u de... i promise!!! so sorry!!!

took photos wif everyone... got lots of presents... feel so xing fu... sent xiao xin and serene off to collect cake... cake arrived... take pics... cut cake... eat cake.... talk to ppl... sent ppl off... wash up and bathe... then slp.. haha...

short entry... cos i can't very well tell u everything tt went on... haha... i only remembered tt i was really busy... haha.. niway, the pics will say more...

wanna thank the ppl tt came... janet, wayming, junjie, angel, zheying, gk, jia yan, karen, chu, kimpern, james, sean, zhiwei, benny, daphne, lori, geoklin, audrey, xiao xin, chang chang, xiao bai, jie ying, Emmy, Serene, Xiling, Tegami, Grace, Pek yan, Xingyu, Angeline (uni)

so happy tt u guys could come... i'll post the pics asap k? tata!!!

doing this alot... haha...

been told tt i haven't been blogging... not my fault... this week i juz got too much things to do... feel so tired...

yesterday was fun but really really tiring... did some homework and so slept... hai... went out wif xiao xin at 2pm... supposed to find a bag tt i like for my bday present... so we decided to go to herrens (spelled like tt?) first... walk from 1st floor to the top floor and down again, and can't find a SINGLE bag tt was suitable... though we did haf fun!!! and found some interesting stuffs and some pretty clothes... but they were really X!!! tian ah... out of bugget... haha... but they were really pretty... then went to far east... basement only and i found 4 bags tt i like... haha... it was really funny... anyway, i decided quickly, cos by then already close to 5pm liao... so we bought the bag and went on to funan... cos xiao xin needs to collect a mouse for her bro... haha... the guy tt served us was REALLY SHUAI!!! haha... i'm serious lah... me and xiao xin were like drooling there.... haha... went to swensons to look at their cakes... it looks really nice.. and i nvr had ice cream cake for my bday before... so decided to get it for my bday... i went today... but tt's the story for later...

we went to suntec to see the book fair after tt... i can only say tt it is very big, but nothing much to see... haha... walk till my legs are so painful... it's my fault lah... cos i wore heels tt day... wat to do??? xiao xin is so tall!!! haha.. went to nydc for the first time... thanks xiao xin for going wif me... haha... it was great!!! haha... we ordered the hawaiian pizza, a drink wif lemon sorbat and lemon soda... and cookie monster mudpie.... it was really great!!! i love the drink the most... it's not too sweet and has a little bit of sour taste... it's really nice!!! haha... the pizza is pretty unique too... i like the crust... haha... it's crispy... the mudpie... haha... alot of chocolate... haha.... xiao xin says tt she is scared of chocolate now.. haha... u shd noe tt if u let me order u will end up wif alot of chocolate... haha... i'm sorry... anyway, we went off to find me new shoes to wear... found one at charles and kelvin... (??? i think) haha... xiao xin ended up buying for me... so it's my bday present and i can't wear it on tt day... haha... niway, my feet suffer... but i was happy!!! haha... did homework on the bus on the way to xiao xin's house to scan my IC for the buffet thingy... haha... had great time playing wif xiao xin's hamster and her brother's new mouse ( the electronic de) can't find the place to put the bat in... haha... left before they found it... i wonder wat happened.... xiao xin's hamster likes jap... haha... so funny... niway, xiao xin send me down to take bus!! oh!!! dear!!! i forgot to msg xiao xin tt i reached home liao... haha.... juz call her... late by one day... haha... hehe... finished my homework after i reach home... so i slept late... again... tian ah!!!

today woke up at 11am to go to westmall to order my cake... wah!!! so X!!! $90+++ but order le... wat to do? so sorry pa!!! i'll earn money next time to give u de!!! i promise!!! niway, went to meet jia yan after tt... it was pouring!!! we walk out to the busstop outside westmall to meet gk... wah!!! flooding!!! took 157 to jurong west to chu's house... hai... miss gk and miss jia yan's directing skills are worse than mine!!! at least i get ppl to where they are supposed to be if i know the place... haha... we ended up going to 3 busstops before chu came and get us... haha... chu got wet in the process.... haha... so funny!!! karen called to ask chu how to go... but in the end all karen call heard was, " AH!!! AHHHHHH!!! AHHHHHHHHHH!!! karen i talk to u later! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" hahaa... so in the end karen had to figure out where is the place herself... haha... niway, we finally got there... met kailun there!!! wah! so long nvr see her liao... more and more pretty le... haha... caught up wif her a little... ate and then talk to the gang as usual... haha...we were totally anti social... haha... ate cake then later, went wif gk to the market to eat my fav tu tu kueh... i love the tu tu kueh there the best... i still think the other place sell de will nvr be as gd... ate durian too... haha... shared one wif gk... haha... now feel so heaty... definately need to drink more water... it was great though... now still so full... ate too much le... haha... going to do homework now...

star wars...

Take the quiz: "What Star Wars Character Are You?"

Obi-Wan Kenobi
You are a level headed person who uses the Force to compliment your natural talent

ooo.... i thought i'll get darth vadar... hahaha... anyway, gk... now u know tt the wan is not the one hor???